“This week is going to be a tough week for him”
As the doctors warn us of what is to come. I still remain clueless as to what a bad day “looks like” for him. So each day that he was grouchy, irritable, wouldn’t eat etc. I would say he had a bad day.
Except each day has gotten a little worse and it seems we are having more bad days and now I don’t know what a bad day is. I don’t know if we are having them or if they are still to come.
Today Jackson had his last treatment for this round of Chemo. He is struggling and it is heart wrenching to see him in so much pain, and so miserable. His little body fighting off this terrible disease is so incredibly hard to watch. But, I don’t want to be anywhere else.
I have to say I couldn’t do this without my Husband!
Matt Myerscough has been amazing through this entire night mare. He is so strong and supportive. I know that it is so hard for him to leave Jackson and I. But, he knows my momma heart can’t take leaving him. He has been so great with Macy and Colby and ensuring he is showing up for them in every way as well. I wouldn’t want to do this thing called life without him. My children are so lucky to have such a good daddy!
Thank you Matt Myerscough for loving me even when loving me isn’t easy. Thank you for showing up in all the ways. Thank you for being such a great daddy.
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